JJEAN - LALA !

2011-07-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

HELLO, MY BLOG IS STILL ALIVE

2011-03-08T02:49:00.000-08:00

Monday, 7 March 2011

Met Darrick at Novena after his police interview. I'm super late ! Aww.

But anyway, I from Sengkang keep change train till Novena,

then he say dont need go lion dance training. Diao -.-""

I haven even stay in Novena for 5mins then we went to take bus go AMK.

Went up to BP first then went to buy movie ticket : My Ex

Then dinner @ Ichiban (Y)

Then headed to watched our movie soon after dinner.

And Darrick send me home.

His off day just like that gone.

He's sleeping now lor, then im damn bored.

Aiyoyo!

love you baby

2011-02-28T17:19:00.000-08:00

You think I like to feel this way?

I don't know what to do anymore seriously.

You're making me feel even more and more sensitive.

I really need someone to comfort me right now.

I can't stop thinking of you and her.

6pm start work so early go down eat and slack, or go find her ?

I really damn damn pekchek till wanna cry.

Im going nuts.

2011-02-22T02:02:00.000-08:00

Boring siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

Everytime when Darrick is working, i will have the urge to go start school soon.

Went Bugis with Siow Hui today.

Wah, she's damn funny and nice lo.

Jitao put $12 at counter and ask me choose colour of bag. WALAO !

After Bugis went to bp for awhile then Philip fetch me till Kovan train home.

Bored darling bored.

byes/

2011-02-17T02:28:00.000-08:00

I very very very very very very very very very very very very extremelyyyyyyy

sad );

cause my bill hit till $180.

Anyway, my mum called and they discount me till give $20plus only?

Haiya, my next bill come also won't good till anywhere.

BORED. BYE!

exactly a month more to my birthday lehs. hehehs.

XOXO

2011-02-14T23:00:00.000-08:00

Time to blog? Haha!

Alright. Life was still quite okay after going steady with Darrick.

But my temper has worsen. Hope is not because I take him for granted.

Anyway, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all couples (;

I'm rotting at home, sighs. Darrick is working. But, I'm still a good girl staying at home.

Tomorrow gonna watch "Homecoming" with Darrick.

Dont know why he likes comedy so much ! Hehe, but anything just for him luh. (;

On the 11th, work was quite slack. Hehe.

Then Darrick suddenly ask me go see room50 table.

I thought what happened. So this rose was on the table.

Stunt, my mind went out of blank, loss for words. *shy* *blush*

Yeah, that was my feeling at that time. I just can't stop laughing. Well....

Thanks baby !

Yesterday I feel so super duper wuper sorry.

I guess I screw up the surprise ?

Aww, hate myself to the maximum. :@

Went Marina Square with Darrick, Mei Xian and Zhi An.

Had Swensens, then walked to Esplanade, then Marina Bay.

Kay, tiring. But overall, enjoyed. :D

Yeah, i thought everything went well but sadly...

When I got of the cab, Darrick told me that he's going to BP.

Straight away spoil mood. I am so so angry ):

Why can't he go home and rest early during his off day ! ):

Turn angry to pekchek yesterday sia. Sighs.

Its just another tears of frustration for you baby.

Another gift from baby !

2011-01-26T13:58:00.000-08:00

You can never imagine how hard it is going to be.

Just continue with your doings if you think it will haunt me for the rest of my life

Just continue if you think i will remember hard by what you said.

Just continue if you think it will hurt me.

Just only...

2010-12-27T01:06:00.000-08:00

Feelings are beyond my control

2010-12-17T14:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday woke up at 4am plus.
Then went to Shermin's house.
Then went Rivervale Plaza for Mac breakfast.
Then back to her house girls-talking.
I LIKE HER VERY MUCH ! I SWEAR.
She's fucking good at giving me advice.

I live for the sake of myself, not others.
I must be more heartless than any of the guys.

Then noon time met Liying accompany her see doc.
Soon, Ah Foo came.
Then walked to my house.
They left at 3pm and I went to take a nap.

Evening time went Bugis to meet Cecilia, Jolene, etc.
Went to MOF for dinner.
Fucking nice and I ate alot !! ^^

Then Danny send us all back home.
And he told me bout his past stories.
He asked me to play with guys, cause the feeling very high. LOL
But anyway, i'm pureeee okayy LOL joke.

我太笨明知道你是错的人,明知道这不是缘分,但是我还奋不顾身

No matter how down I am, I'm not gonna show to him.
Cause he can't be bothered. There's no point at all.

He feel that I'm not supporting him.
If I don't, I would break with him already.
I want to give him time to change.

At least when I said "Come back to me when you're ready"
I know that for time being, he's not mine and he got his past promises to do.

Sigh...
I'm just like a very sick patient.
I would rather end all the pain now than to suffer more in the future.
Jon text me and his words make sense.
If I could just die like this, it wouldn't be fair to people around me.
But still, I don't want to suffer and I just want to end this.

TAKE A GUN, POINT AT MY HEAD.
SHOOT ME TO DEATH

Endure the agony in silence

2010-12-08T01:27:00.000-08:00

Dedicated to OG.......,

heyy wait... Speakers on please?

Graduation by Vitamin C ??!

HEHEHE.

Today 8th Dec 2010
(or rather yesterday cause its already past 12),
was the last day of school, last day of exam. Say byebye to ITE.

Had a surprise party for Miss Angeline Tan Ling Ling, Class Advisor of UOG.

Miss Tan cried after reading the scrapebook. I'm serious. I teared too...

I still would say that she's the naggiest teacher who rock my life.

I thank Miss Tan for step yi ge fierce on first day of school, but kena exposed after months ! :D

The first reason for me wanting to go higher nitec is because I wanna see classmates again.

I wanna see Miss Tan, Mr Chong and other teachers again.

Without friends to slove problems for me, giving me advise,

I don't know what I will become in the future.

Its hurting me when you guys keep saying byebye.

I wish I could stay 17 forever even though 18 is the legal age to smoke, drink and play.

I would give up being an 18year old girl just to play and laugh with them.

1year, so many days yet so fast.

I remember there was once I had a conflict with Jia Li.

But that was really silly though.. & I cried because I thought I'm gonna lose her as a friend.

A friend who told me about her secrets.

And always there for me when I am emo months ago...

AHAHAHA. Anyway, i think this quarrel was worth.

Cause i know the importance of having Jia Li around ! (:

And after the quarrel, we defitnitely care for each other more ! (:

I just love the way seeing Weething laugh, she's so silly always !

Always craving for F.O.O.D. also.

And im still not happy why is Gina so much taller than me ! Ahaha :D

To my Best Friend : you know i always disturb you that after you have girlfriend,

you've changed alot. You no longer care for me more. Felt so neglected.

I was just kidding only.

Cause i love to see the sad and disappointment face in you ! :>

JonathanLam another emoKing in facebook.

Let go of what's bitter & move on Lam !

And..DANG ?!! Awwww, just love to disturb him. Dk why.

Whole class also like to disturb him.

Poorboy ):

Many things happened to me months ago.

Its just heartbreaks over heartbreaks.

You guys were the one there for me, cheering me up.

I was really down back then.

I don't want the feeling of being emo anymore seriously.

It sucks and without you guys being there by my side, good game.

Dont worry how bad Xantha's gonna treat me.

Cause I know what Im doing now.

Hopefully, the ending will be better than "erm erm"

Awww.

Love you, UOG.

Life's just fair enough to let me meet them.

I can't be beside them forever.

But I can pray everyday just for them to be safe and sound.

Graduate lo ! ^^

2010-12-06T05:35:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLEEEEE.

Its already 5am plus nowwwwww.

Met Liying and her monsters just now cause I'm super angry ! ):

Then walk over to Buangkok with her and a few monsters. Met baby and his friends.

Soon, left Weiming the only monster.

Then started playing games and like high only lo.

Next, kena screen and policeman took photos of us. tsk

Quarrelled with Baby just now.

Why i always get so agitated so easily sia ! ):

OMG, anyway. I am sorry baby. Love you okay.

Goodnight all.

Liying @ my room sweet room now LOL

2010-11-29T18:41:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to Kovan have lunch with Bro & Pa.
Then went to Expo. Super crowded ):
Then home and met Tannie at AMKHUB buy present
Then walked to kbp. Around 11plus pa fetch me home.

Today morning waited for baby at his house downstairs.
Sibei dulan -.- 30mins siah. Then bus to school.

After school went to Buangkok ntuc with baby.
Then back to my house to unload "ntuc goods" Lol.

@Baby's house now ! :D
No mood to study leh ! Awww

2010-11-25T22:32:00.000-08:00

WALAO SMLJ. My boyfriend overslept again -.-

Yesterday still say till so nice come my house downstairs. TMD ! Zzzzzzzz.

Okay, in school now.

Don't know want go Serangoon do facial anot ley.

Very lazy & tired.

I'm having rootbeer now. Got feel want to drink gasy drinks. Tsk!

I love my baby !

2010-11-24T09:03:00.000-08:00

HELLO! Im in school naoooo.

After school going to Serangoon (home village) Lol.

Then maybe going to kpb ? Alvin's last day. Tannie also another one leaving. Sigh.

But anyway, wish them all the best.

I miss my baby ! :c He's suppose to meet me go school de lor but he overslept.

I'm a very good girlfriend hoh, didn't call him cause I know he's tired so let him continue his beauty sleep. Lol :x

2010-11-10T09:23:00.000-08:00

Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak;
sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

2010-11-08T02:08:00.000-08:00

HELLO. Today really never go school.

Want to have BK breakfast but woke up at 1plus -.-!

Went Compass Point with Brother for lunch @ MosBurger.

Walk around and back home packing my room.

Still in a mess after moving in for so long ok! KNS.

Gonna do POA powerpoint, run through my BEO roleplay(name tags), study PIE !

But seriously got damn no mood to study nowadays.

bu zhi dao wei semo ):

Shall endure till 8th December 2010 !

God bless me! :>

2010-11-07T23:54:00.000-08:00

Its Sunday today. And I don't feel like going school tomorrow.

Work is so tired on Friday and yesterday la, shag to the max.

Time to emo again ?

Oh gosh, i really dont wish to spend everyday alone, at home, etc.

Sigh

2010-11-01T22:19:00.000-07:00

Shag to the ultimate.

Who want bring me go happy happy ?

DYING SOON .

I'm saying this again, or over and over again.

I'm sick of all this.

And my dad scolded me for shouting at my brother just now.

If he piang with me, I think im gonna leave my house.

Shall go to school and cry tomorrow ! Sigh

2010-10-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

Guess I was lucky enough tho.

Sometimes it doesn't matter how much it hurts, but the process of overcoming everything does.

Now i have to restart the system in me again.

Its just never ending.

Shag to the ultimate.

Who understands me best now ?

Who knows what I want ?

Who knows what I need?

2010-10-21T16:02:00.000-07:00

Hi. In school now. Almost done with my website (dreamweaver).

Going home soon.

Many things left unsaid & undone.

2010-10-11T21:51:00.000-07:00

Moving house soon on the Wednesday, 13th. (:

Im going to keep all my clothes now !

2010-09-29T01:52:00.000-07:00

Had two glass of vodka with coke and a beer.

HEHE. BORED TO THE MAX ):

2010-09-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

Finally, I'm typing on my keyboard.

Don't know how many days never use laptop already lor! Hehe^^

Morning woke up for school. Then saw Shirley at bus 31.

SUPER DUPER COLD, OUR MAO ALL STAND SIA.

Plus I stomache. OMG LA, ALMOST FAINT !

Then ask her to accompany me go toilet.

She bring me go wulu wulu de toilet that I never go before.

Nobody de plus toilet roll alot sia ! HAHAH.

Mr Zaidi not feeling well so he went home and on mc.

Then Miss Tan push forward her CARE lesson.

Care lesson was fun.

"________ looks like a good girl but got ah lian language in fb."

FILL IN THE BLANKS LEH :D HAHAHAHA.

1pm finish school today.

Home and sleep.

Gonna dinner soon.

How I wish stop could stop so I don't have to study ! );

Tell me what the fuck I gain being nice to people who don't seem to appreciate what I've done.
If you guys fucking hate me, ignore me then.

In the first place, everybody agreed. Now is like shit.

Smlj la !

I don't even get the least respect.

What more should I say when everybody is gonna disagree with me ?

Sorry, I don't give a damn anymore.

2010-09-15T15:25:00.000-07:00

If you're not referring bout me then how you know i'm referring bout you in th first place ?

Haiya lol la. -.-

Dui la, wo de cuo okay.

im not gonna bother so much from now on.

childish

FML ):

Finally, i'm off the hook.

I didn't know I would get so many "Likes" in fb. HAHAH.

Hi. I miss those heels so fucking badly. Awwww ):

Guys can really be such bastards heh ?

This is what makes me a fucking bitch !

2010-09-12T21:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Desmond came down, so happy to see him OMG.

After work, cab down to Cineleisure Kbox with them.

At first I thought its gonna be paiseh for me but they all are ok lah.

HAHA. THEN I REMEMBERED IM SUPER DRUNK. Thanks to cm.

JITAO TOH ! I know I very lousy, super lousy. HAHAHA

The rest all cab back already left me and cm. Went to Mac ! :D

I took a nap there and suddenly woke up and vomitted on his burger. WTF lol.

Then had my big breakfast and chit chat awhile jiu walk to take MRT.

Not bad, he still will send me home. LOL.

Reached home already 10am in the morning le.

Then around 12plus, 1pm like that woke up.

Fucking shag ok, sleep for like 3hrs only -.-

Then went to Telok Blangah eat with parents.

Then HabourFront walk walk.

Then went to pass mooncake to aunt but saw Jolene and James downstairs !

Then back home to sleep.

At night woke up dinner with Aunt's family and Ah Ma.

BACK HOME !

I'm gonna sleep early today man, ohmygosh !

2010-09-08T23:47:00.000-07:00

Its crazy to miss the first lesson in the morning for the whole week including tomorrow.

Alright, I have 2 test tomorrow. BEO and POA but obviously, I'm not gonna touch my traning notes. Is not because I dont want to study. But I'm too depressed to study !

Thurs, Fri and Sat gonna work at 8pm.

But I have school till 5pm tomorrow. "I sure eh sai want ! "

It has been 54days without you.

Seriously, my life is very screwed, my life sucks without you.

I still miss you as usual. Hais.

My friends really really - "JEANNE, YOU GOTTA MOVE ON!"

You know I can't...

At this point of time, I feel like asking you again is there really no more chance ?

No, obviously. There isn't anymore love already what !

You know what ? I feel so sad after hearing that it was you who don't allow me to work.

But nevermind, I understand. I just need money, not to see you.

Each time I step back to hougang plaza Kbox.

My reason was to sing, not to see you.

So what if I see you ? Sing with more feel uh? Haha..

But deep deep down inside my heart - "Haiya, best is can see you, if cannot see you then sua lor"

Tell you one more thing okay. Haha

You know I can wake up two, three times in the middle of the night

just to stalk you on fb to see if you post anything.

But I only get to see how many girls you have made friends with ! HAHAHA.

And see if you're online in msn.

I can leave my ebuddy on throughout the whole night.

You know why ? Because I hope that you will talk to me.

I know its very silly and childish but this is really the only chance for me you know.

I got the urge to delete all your messages.

But I know, I'm gonna regret it for sure.

But if I don't delete, I really can't move on anymore. ):

I'm stuck, nobody can save me, really.

No matter how much they gonna brainwash me, its useless.

I'm too stubborn to listen cause I always believe one day you will come back to me.

I know you won't.

Its the truth that hurts, but once and for all, you better hurt me deep deep now ! Haha..

Everytime I have to travel to school alone.

I'll get so emo listening to sad songs.

Travel back home alone also very jialat.

See, i so poor thing!

Nobody accompany me to talk.

45mins de journey x2 everyday, really will die ):

You see, I can't even talk to you.

I only can treat blogger as you crazylittleboy.

I've already tried my best not to post things in fb.

I know how it feels like seeing your ex posting so many emo things.

Its irritating right ?

The last time I asked you to go my blog.

I swear it's the last time.

I won't ask you to come and see how much Im missing you again.

I'm not gonna irritate you again ok !

But baobei, wo zhen de hen xiang ni.

dan shi wo shen me dou bu neng zhuo.

Wo zhen de wu neng wei li.

Recently, your fb posted "Im missing you"

I really really hope you're saying about me, I admit.

But hais, it will never be me again...

Maybe in our next life, haha...

Its good to see you moving on anyway.

You're taking your olevel soon.

Hope you can go to a good poly, study hard !

Don't give up. And go clubbing everyday ! :D

Hahaha, no botak for you ok! JIAYOUUUUU

I will accept everything that you can give me okay.

If we're gonna be friends forever, then fine, we'll be friends.

You want to be nice to me, ok, I'd be nice back to you.

You want to treat me like a total stranger, ok, we'll be strangers then.(:

Honestly, I've never loved someone for sucha long time man.

Why are you the first one ??

Its like I'm going crazy over youuuu. Ahh, shit!

Whatever it is, please please remember.

I'd be behind your back ok!

24/7 FOR YOU !

I told Liying,

Can you imagine a guy who sleep with you before.

Watched sunrise for two mornings.

Cab down to chalet just because I really pester him till siao "I WANT TO SEE YOU!"

Go out with my cousins.

And a guy who accompany you to whereever you want to go and he train back alone.

25DAYS TOGETHER JITAO FINISHED W/O SECOND CHANCE.

Really, if I can turn back time.

I wouldn't drink anymore.

GOODBYE MY 2106 !

Cherish the next one babe !

You must not have phobia on girls already ok!

I love you ..

2010-09-06T14:51:00.000-07:00

Hi..

Im sorry my classmates, thank you for bearing with my nonsense today.

Other than sad, I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling.

Hais. Im gonna have a good sleep now and not to think so much.

Im gonna off my phone for time being. Do not contact me ! Haha... (:

My eyes so swollen and painful ):

If up till now I still have to cry for you...seriously, I should just go and die ! -.-

A million words would not bring you back,

I know because I tried.

Neither would a million tears,

I know because I cried.

2010-09-05T23:11:00.000-07:00

Hi. Had so much fun at work seriously !

Woke up at 11plus in th morning.

Went to eat lunch with parents then pray.

Back come to sleep. Evening went Vivo + HarbourFront with brother.

We spend alot ! ): Hehe, I bought a top, skirt and bag. LOL :DDDDD

Should I go BEO lesson tomorrow ? Hmm.

2010-09-04T14:23:00.000-07:00

Worked yesterday. Change me to zone 3 from zone 2 because i'm like a magnet.

I stand zone 2 all server keep crowd around. Hais.

Gonna work tonight again. Anybody wanna meet me before my work ? Haha...

HAIS.

I dream of you again ):

You were sick ): OMG.

...

....

.....

2010-09-02T16:11:00.000-07:00

School suppose to end at 5pm today but I went home at 3pm. Hehe^^

TIRED.

Damn angry lor. Cb got people disiao me.

Seriously don't like them.

Sibei xia suay. Didisiaosiao me, look at my phone.

STUPID. My phone is mirror screen protector.

You only can see your own fucking face lah cb.

Then after that call your friend look at me.

Eh what sia. BOYS vs GIRL ah. Smlj .

I feel like slapping your face _l_ Lol.

Keep laugh laugh laugh. Knn.

LAUGH LAN LA.

Not ah beng still step one. Sibei low class.

wo cai bu hui scared ni men .

WANT SEE SEE COME SEE ONLY LA. FUCK.

BUS STOP SO MANY PEOPLE. WHO SCARED WHO.

NABEI ! -.-

I very long never scold vulgarities le hor.

Really make me dulan sia.

2010-09-01T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hi, I'm blogging again.

I know its annoying to post emo stuffs in facebook.

So I rather tell Blogger, my only friend that can store how I feel.

At least Blogger is not gonna say that I haven grow up.

Alright.

Deep down inside my heart.

You know, I know. I can't forget. I can't stop missing, I can't stop loving.

Its very sad. But whose gonna care how much its hurting me deep down.

Sigh. Not you, defitnitely not you.

Remember once you lied to me saying that you're gonna sleep

but you're meeting your friends?

You said : Im sorry, i just hope you won't leave me.

He's just not coming back anymore.

Im sorry. Im sorry. Im really sorry.

2010-09-01T16:31:00.000-07:00

dad: today got 4D leh.

me: ahh, yah hor.

dad: want to buy your 2106 anot?

me: ....ok!

BP OR HOUGANG PLAZA KBOX!???! ARRRRGH.

2010-08-31T01:52:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Very boring, nothing to do. ):

Im so angry after hearing the truth, it sucks but sigh, nevermind...

Meeting Huiyu to get her KOI and Kbox at BP later, noon time.

AHAHA. YAY, NO SCHOOL LATER ON.

ANYBODY WANNA MEET ME AFTER MY KBOX SESSION ? (:

runnynose&sorethroat):

2010-08-28T11:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO !

Obviously, the first thing im gonna complain in the morning is that my legs are aching !

I need someone to help me massage please !

Awwwwwwww ):

I'm working night shift again today till closing ! D;

I'm serious

But if you treat this as a joke,

Then forget it baby... ):

2010-08-26T01:17:00.000-07:00

leaving you is the last thing i would do in my life. (?)

can't stop thinking of you every moment.

ITS GETTING DEEPER AND DEEPER! (:

I miss youuuuu.

Its getting fonder and fonder.

Always after seeing you, I will start missing you again ):

i'll do whatever it takes to get hold of you. (?)

why you always doubt me

I miss you , how? ):

Hi miss you.

I TYPE EVERYTHING WORD BY WORD! );

I LOVE THOSE IN RED QUESTIONMARK.);

AHAHAHAHHA, YOU(ME) FOOOL ! :D

2010-08-25T22:27:00.000-07:00

GOING BACK TO SCHOOL SO SOON.

I can't believe that I'm gonna do dreamweaver in a few days time. Hate it very much. (N)

OH YEAH. IF IT WAS SUCCESSFUL. OH GOSH.

I'M GONNA WORK AT NIGHT. I VERY SCARED ):

A new enviroment, new friends. ):

I'm gonna have another two cans for myself today ok !

TWEEET , BYE.

2010-08-23T12:49:00.000-07:00

I'm serious. I had a dream of you and me.

Probably yesterday night I saw something which I shouldn't.

And I keep thinking of you.

I asked you "Why?"

You said "I'm sorry. I fell for that girl who once liked me before"

I couldn't stop crying. Every few steps we walked, I stopped and hug you.

But you did not do anything...

2010-08-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

Wait a minute.

If you are saying just to make me happy.

I don't see a point at all.

Hooray, Liying is coming over to my house now. (Y)

She's sad. Me too.

HOW ? ):

2010-08-22T14:06:00.000-07:00

Know why I keep hanging on ?

Today is the 1 month 6 days.

Each time I finally choose to stop waiting.

I'm sorry. I really 不舍得.

Because you gave me too much hope that you won't leave me when we're together.

You've made me way too happy.

But a sudden breakup makes me feel x100000 more pain than happy.

You always said that you're afraid that my feeling will fade.

You're afraid that I will leave you someday.

What is all this ??!! MAD.

Remember what happen those few days before we broke up ?

I wanted to give up earlier than you in fact.

But I didn't. Yet, you were the one who want a breakup.

Well, you succeeded right ?

My heartaches. Is my heart, not yours.

I guess i've already lost my dignity.

I don't know what to say to make you talk to me again.

I just want you to talk things out to me.

I never expect a patch from you.

You get what I want anot ?

I don't want a patch. I don't want you to love me anymore. I don't want to be with you anymore.

Just tell me to let go, please...

You asked me to give you some time.

Yes, i did. I gave you more than enough.

You did not change at all.

The only thing that change is you are so sick of me and you love me no more ! ):

The best thats left for me to do now is - I'll try my best to stop going there. Really.

There's nothing more I can do now.

I save all your sms till today.

Everytime I read back.

You always baby baby baby.

You told me you will make me feel more secure because I don't like you to add girls in fb.

MANY MORE.

Only if I know things will turn out this way....

I want back the way you treat me just like when we first know each other.

We would still talk on phone.

I want back the way how you surprise me at my work place.

Really shocked to see you appear.

Can we delete each other contact, msn and fb ?

And start afresh to know each other again ?

We'll just be friends okay. Just friends.

I stop loving is not because I don't love you anymore.

是因为我太爱你了.

*I MAY SOUND ALITTLE CHILDISH.

2010-08-21T22:47:00.000-07:00

I didn't realise it was 21st today until 4plus. Ok nevermind.

So what if its 21st today or not? It isn't gonna make my life a special one.

Hopefully, you won't see me appearing anymore. Hopefully.

BYE.

2010-08-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

Listen to me.

This might be our last chance. Our very last time.

2010-08-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Had lunch at home today.

Went back to school and waste a trip down instead. -.-

Now they said that they already refund me the money -.-

Awhile ask me go down, now say nothing already. -.-

Then train home with Liying and Glenn.

Accompany Liying go Rivervale Mall buy KFC.

Back home and sleep till 7plus.

Mama cook dinner.

NEED TO L4D NOW SO BADLY .):

Wheres my two saviourrrr ~

Btw, dead links were removed already. (:

When I have you, I'm faithful.

Even when I dont have you, I'm still faithful.

What about you ?

2010-08-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH lollol

ouch,you broke my heart ):

Kovan for lunch w parents (:

Back home and afternoon nap (:

Went Rivervale Mall w Mum and brother.

Help her alittle w dinner.

FATFATFAT D:

I hope I can move my butt tomorrow and go back to Sec school so badly ):

2010-08-15T12:20:00.000-07:00

Her boyfriend doesn't much any friends.

Her boyfriend keep sticking to her.

Her boyfriend keep smsing her hoping that she could reply fast.

As a girlfriend, she don't like. Bcuz she doesn't have any freedom.

Ended up, there were arguements.

Why aint her boyfriend, my boyfriend ?

HI, ITS SUNDAY.

Yesterday L4D with Hanxiang and his two other friends till 4,5am plus then sleep.

Shiooooooooooooooooook.

Just finished my Mac breakfast.

I've no activities today.

Probably kbox again, with Jolene ?!!

When you got no life, you try to go Kbox.

Cause it will give you a life.

Only if I can sing for 24/7 OMG.

Bye

Hold on.

Enough of love. Thanks for hurting me you jerk. IHY

Are you happy to see this instead John Littleboy ? Lol.

& AND NOW YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT.

HAPPY ? SATISFIED ?

Bye

Only if people can stop bragging around. I won't be living in such scary world.

2010-08-14T23:14:00.000-07:00

Hi. Today woke up at 11am. Went lunch at Riverval Plaza with family.

Back home and I was inside the lift Liying called me say want meet me.

Then back down to void deck meet her and Desmond. At 3pm, they went back.

Up next, Jesslyn came. Slack my second round with her at void deck.

Then she came to my house. I bathe and 6pm I went to meet cousin while she wait for her parents.

Hougang Mall with cousin > My father fetch me and her father fetch her > Drove pass Marina to see YOG

m waiting still.

so no life w/o u

2010-08-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

School > Home > Kbox > Home

Alright, Kbox aircon is down ! So freaking warm.

Today's dinner : Green apple and salad with thousand island sauce ! (Y)

But seriously, I'm hungry now. No choice, i dont like my body, my fats ):

OFFICIALLY ANNOUCED : HOLIDAY ! :D

The saddest thing is,
Seeing you holding her hand.

Telling her : I love you baby.

Asking her to give you a hug and kiss goodbye.

Watching sunrise for 2 mornings.

Sitting at the bench and she lie on your shoulder.

Go 99wan with her and her cousin.

Go movie together and you swing her hand, her bag flew.

Drop you off at somewhere.

Our Saturdays ended.

Eeyer ! Walao. You say I 不听话, you ownself also lor !

I ask you dont dota you keep dota.

I ask you go school go school, you also never go.

WALAO WALAO

2010-08-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

After the song ended, I smile to myself saying : You are so silly.

2010-08-10T19:17:00.000-07:00

9 August 2010

Jesslyn came to meet me, went Rivervale Mall together. Bought green apples

Back home, she help me to cut the 5 green apples while I bathe^^

Then met up w Liying to City Hall.

Then met Elton.

Ate at that dont know what fish market.

See planes flew (Y)

Saw Hanxiang too. And met up w Jolene for awhile.

Fireworks :D

Cabbed to Hougang Plaza kbox but only Liying and me sing.

Cabbed home again at around 11pm due to 7th month.

Today

Woke up late for school again, is damn shag want lor ! ):

Father fetched me to schoooool.

Had lunch in school then Tampines Mall with Weizhong, Jon-neh, Gary and Junwen.

Bused back to go again for POA.

After school, met Lying to take a break then watched her eat her lunch.

Then go Daiso shopping then to her house.

AND BACK HOME !

Time for some emo stuffs.

I hope you will see this.

Hi. Do you still remember what happen last month on the 10th July 2010 ?

Your phone ran out of battery and you did not go home till the next day 11th July 2010.

You went to your friend's house to drink.

You did not contact me at all.

You called me as soon as you wake up.

You comment me in my facebook.

And you went to work at night.

You tried to text me but I did not reply.

Finally, I asked you, how does it feel like to be ignored ?

And you fucking hurt your hand on the 12th July 2010.

12th July 2010 - 7.40AM.

I spammed you with "I miss you ):"

But I got scolded by you.

Cause you find it annoying and you are fucking frustrated.

You told me that you never been so crazy before...

You are off to work soon....

And slowly things get alittle better for us but not really better.

In fact, we're slowly fading.

You didnt meet me, nor did I meet you.

Things starts to get worst.

I bear with it.

I bear with all your short replies.

13th July 2010, I told you to leave me alone first.

But I felt better after awhile and I text you "I reached home already"

15th July 2010, you had MT O Level Oral.

I went to sleep as soon as I reached home.

I woke up at 10:45pm and texted you.

But you didn't reply cause you are at Hougang, with your friends.

I waited for your reply till 16th July 2010, 1:04am and I send you "I love you."

You replied : Hi baby. Sorry late reply. I just reached kbox.

7:01am I text you : I leave house already (for school)

You called me. You accompanied me to chat till I reached bus stop.

You asked me, how much I love you.

You want a breakup.

I faked a smile telling you, ha is okay, nvm.

& I doubt you will come back to me again.

I know I can't make you love me anymore.
But for as long as I can, I will never forget you.

2010-08-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE, 45TH .

8 August 2010

Woke up at around 9am plus. Rot on bed till 10am plus.

Went Mac breakfast w Bro and Liying.

Back home and decided to paint my toe nails red since its National Day,

I lurve Singapore

Then prepare and off to East Point meet Hanqin, Weizhong and Gary.

Slack around, walk walk instead of studying. Zzz.

Had cheese fries ! And soon Leonard and Jiali came.

Walk to school and was damn fucked up when we queue for so long yet,

they told us there was no more seats available.

If thats the case I dont think the school should even ask us to come lor.

But ended up we manage to get into the stadium all thanks to CA.

After the YOG Celebration, off to Bedok hawker centre to eat.

Damn smoky I SWEAR ! );

Hanxiang waited fucking long for his noodle.

And he treat me chicken wings and satay.TWEET^^

Alright, they tried to make me laugh with "Butt" again. Zzz

Bused home alone.

After bathing, went to meet cousin and walk over to see fireworks (Y)

And met Liying there. Ah Foo treat me ice cream^^

Tomorrow gonna celebrate National Day.

Stay at home also sian, go out also shag. Sigh

FML

Don't understand why people can let go of things so easily.

And now they're attached.

It breaks my heart. Lol

Sigh, its already so late now.

Gonna flunk my test on Tuesday seriously.

No mood to study. SIAN AH, BORING NO LIFE

2010-08-07T15:46:00.000-07:00

Hi. Yesterday had National Day celebration in school.

And I've NOT sing National Anthem and say the pledge for the past 7months till yesterday, I had the chance. (Y)

Rushed home after the celebration and rest awhile and off to meet cliques at Tampines.

We bought two panties for Yeehong :D HAHA.

Sakae buffet was a nice one but I swear, their service is sucha slow ! ):

THANKS TO HANXIANG AND WEIZHONG FOR MAKING ME LAUGH.

I'D NEVER LAUGHED THAT WAY BEFORE IN MY LIFE. I SWEAR !

YOUR BUTTTTTT (Y)

After Sakae, suddenly two person stand behind me. HAHA, sucha surprise.

Loon and Clara. Then I followed them and pangseh my friends.

Is good to be small because big cousins will always buy things for you !

Loon and Clara buy me a portable charger and screen protector for iPhone !

Had champange while waiting for Zhen to come home.

Then they all walked me home (: Bathe and sleep.

Alright, I'm so so gonna go out later !

BYE

2010-08-05T23:16:00.000-07:00

THE ONLY REASON I WILL STOP GOING TO SCHOOL IS BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS.

Sometimes people are just selfish.

Finally when you voice out something, no one stand by your side to support you.

And yet, felt like being betrayed.

But nevermind, I'm not so gei gao to count all this things.

Ended up, people might say "I didnt even ask you to voice out"

Sometimes people just want to do things till so obvious that I really dont wanna care.

See in fb, in school, in class, outside school.

As long as places that can find FRIENDS.

Seriously, I never come school got people miss me, spam me anot?

If I never go tomorrow's buffet, you guys will say "Eh Jeanne go leh go leh." ?

I've always wanted to go the cafe @ library to eat, but whose there to accompany me?

Whose gonna say "Eh Jeanne I accompany you eat this eat that" ? @ Cafe 1.

I'm not angry, just upset over some things.

WAY TOOOOOO OBVIOUS THAT I DON'T WANNA MENTION ABOUT IT ANYMORE.

Sometimes, you just want to let people know how you feel.

All they could say is "Thats their problem, you shouldn't care, Jeanne."

I didn't care in the first place, just telling you guys how I feel. Am I wrong ?

Why always sound like I wanna find trouble w others ?

As what my CA always say :

After one year, students don't remember me.

They won't come back to celebrate teacher's day w me either.

Same goes to me, they don't need me and I dont need them.

Cause after one year, we ain't gonna see each other from Mondays to Fridays.

And I shouldn't bother so much. 5 more months to go and BYE.

When they have the new, they throw away the old.

& Forget how nice people used to treat them.

PEOPLE TALK NICELY TO THE ONE THEY FAVS THE MOST IN CLASS ONLY.

How I wish you were with me through all my pain now baobei !

2010-08-04T23:33:00.000-07:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII (:

Long time no blog already. Hais.

Many things happened in July.

Especially boy-girl relationship problems. Not only me you see. Sigh

Sometimes I thought I already get over him, but I'm still v emo at times too.

Anyway, I can't stop myself feeling that way, I've got no choice either. (:

People asked me to give up. Not like we're together for 250days what, right?

Luckily didn't pin too high hopes, knowing that you're just playing w me.

But nevermindddd (:

Hopefully things will get better in August ! (:

Better not talk too much about him if not he's gonna thought that

I'm tryna seek his attention. Lol

Eh, waliew. He scare me.

He online one time my laptop play that song "just a dream" one time. WTF. ): !

School is fun w those cliques.

Sometimes they're damn siao, sometimes they're damn shag.

This Friday gonna go out w them to celebrate Yeehong's bird-day :DD

Is like finally we're going out, TWEET.

I went jogging just now (Y)

Tonight gonna sleep till full :D

2010-07-18T19:27:00.000-07:00

Crazy Littleboy.

Thanks for being part of my life once.

Thanks for sending me to places before.

I enjoyed myself being with you.

But anyway, please do takecare and study for your O.

I know you will never come back to me again.

Is okay, is alright.

I shall leave you alone now.

2010-06-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

I was asked to post this : I got a very cute boyfriend.

Teeheehee.

2010-05-23T14:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night was super fun.

WE WON, 180km/h. (: (:

I shall on my cousin for next Saturday again .

2010-05-07T00:26:00.000-07:00

Hello. Super bored now.

Blogging + Facebook + MSN

Tomorrow short day in school

Gonna customer service till siao tomorrow with beloved C.A. - Tan Ling Ling.

AHAHAHA(:

Yesterday went to Lao Wang's house.

Bear bear is forever cutez.

Then went home bathe and meet Ying go Vivo walk walk.

Then Joanne came to meet us.

Had Burger king - cheap cheap !!

Then walk walk awhile and train home.

Then Ying left.

Accompany Joanne go Daiso be aunty take basket. Lol

She was forced to buy the fake eyelash ! Aha.

GOODNIGHT EARTH !

2010-05-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

Hello people.

I super love project work and everything that the school give me lah. OMG

Heh, up next : Complete LLA :)

OSA Powerpoint and Customer Service Roleplay and Presentation.

WOOHOOOOO :D

ME LOVE SCHOOL MORE THAN HEAD^^

A jerk remains a jerk. Why ? Aha.

You gotta be kidding me man !

2010-05-02T16:02:00.000-07:00

Was feeling damn down on Thursday night because they all went movie and.....

Guess what !?

JOANNE SIT BESIDE haha_446 !

I couldn't do anything except, suffering at home alone.

I can't text haha_446 to tell him how I feel because his phone got no battery, lousy !

Anyway, I slept at like around 8pm on Thursday.

Haiz, I couldn't text anyone how I feel. That feeling wasn't great at all...

I only know that...

I HATE JOANNE NOW !!

HAHAHA(:

Hello everybody ! I'm back from cruise :)

Drank on Friday night !

This is the first time I sing in public wor ! HAHA.

Tonight gonna have steamboat.

And yeah, I saw Fabian on cruise.

This trip was like damn suay, shall not talk about it.

But anyway, I'm so happy for myself kayy.

I only bought a handphone strap, a pair of flip-flop and Johnson's Baby lotion and its soap.

My skin will become as smooth as a baby sooner or later la, OMG !

HAHAHA(:

dot, dot, dot dot dot !

2010-04-29T19:10:00.000-07:00

Bazaar today. Biao sao came to look for me ! :)

Anyway, manage to finish selling and earn :))

Help Gary with his Bazaar also.

"Cheap cheap, half prize !!"

HAHAHA(:

Forever the same ?

i hope not.

Lazy to upload already la. Zzz.

2010-04-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

2010-04-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

Hello, to UOG.

My photos only upload a few. Very lag.
Wait till I finish uploading then post it on blog. :)

Oh yah, yesterday's trip to JB is fun dao ~ dont know how to describe.

But shopping time was alittle too short ? HAHA.

I would love to have another trip like this, HEHE^^

After work today went up to Ying's house eat and rot till 10plus.

Tomorrow meeting team members, going to Giant buy peanuts for our bazaar :)

ME LOVE HEAD^^

2010-04-21T23:06:00.000-07:00

Hello ! Today shall focus more on school okay readers ? HAHA (:

Morning went to school and meet Head to puff and then Co-op saw Yanhao.

Then I go to field. When I reached there, my friends started to jog cum walk le.

I quickly run to change my attire and then change to my Nike shoe :)

Suppose to jog 2 rounds but I just walked one round, HEHE.

Cannot blame me also. The sun is big dao cannot big anymore.

Some friends were playing basketball and the rest just sit down and rot.

And I change back to my black shoe, tweets.

Me, Jiali and Weething went up forth to put our sports shoe in the locker if not bag kampua dang.

Then walked back to field again and Mr PE Teacher release us 30mins early.

Had lunch at Cafe 1 chicken rice and milo (: With Jiali, Weething and her boyfriend.

Then Weething and her boyfriend left.

Me and Jiali saw Charlene and bring her to walk walk around school.

Finally we rot outside Auditorium till 12pm and back to class for Effective Communication.

During Effective Comm, almost half of the class were busy facebook-ing each other.

HAHA, but also do our work at the same time la (:

Done 3 reply letters today. Kindda shaggg ~

Lesson finish before 2pm and lunch time again ! :D

Went to Co-op with Charlene, Jiali and Weething.

Bought some snacks and went outside Function Hall rot and picnic there. LOL

3pm went back to class for Office Software Application :)

Mrs Png go through with us our last last assignment which is Powerpoint Project, individual work.

After she finish explaining, telling us what to do.

My classmates were all so high.

Mrs Png use her desktop to stalk on people's facebook !

Because I think Huda is using facebook then Mrs Png use her desktop to see.

Everybody know who Huda is talking to ! HAHA.

But, I didn't join them la.

Kinda sian at that time. Not feeling well.

Just feel like faster get home and rest :)

4plus teacher release us and bused with Zhiwei till Sengkang.

Thursday bag is always heavy... Why T.T

Homed and nua ~ Then bathe and steamboat.

I help mother cut abalone, so gooood girl :)

Blocked nose now.

Can't afford to fall sick cause I'm going to J.B. on Friday with class OG !

Can't wait !! Excited. :))

NABEI MY LAPTOP SUCKS.

BYE!

ME LOVE HEAD^^

2010-04-16T15:53:00.000-07:00

People seriously got no life out there.

They only know how to spam as if they are the cleverest.

MY FOOT LAH NABEI _l_

2010-04-15T07:48:00.000-07:00

Tired everyday...

Hello! I wake up like so early lah please. And school starts at 10am -.-

BORED !

2010-04-09T00:53:00.000-07:00

:: SUPER BORED TO THE MAX ::

Anyway, I think when school reopen gonna be busy for me and him.

He gonna work to get his Virgin Mobile. TWEETS

Ahhh. And I will work more to earn at least alittle bit more than i'm earning now.

And yeah, with money, I can buy many many things heaven and hell.

- but not love, excuse me. HAHA (:

No time meet Liying and Laowang will be my saddest part of life. Lol. Cries*

Haha, anyway, looking forward to school. Is like 3 more days ? OMG.

MY EMAIL AND COMPREHENSION NOT DONE yet....

Tomorrow should be like :

Breakfast with Bro at Mcdonald, (i'm lovin it) provided I can wake up. I hope i can. Woot

Probably rot at home and Imma meeting Sengkang cousin to Bugis be shopaholic.

Nah, I wish i could. But I'll never be one shopaholic manz.

Life is hard, earning money is hard. Spending is easy.

Fuckxx - take it easy YOU.

Waiting for him to come home.

Nono, waiting for him to reach home. TWEETS

2010-04-05T12:07:00.000-07:00

I know school is abit bored especially long hours 9-5 but i can't wait to go back school ! OMG.

HEHEHEHE^^

Laowang coming my house.

Liying after school go home bathe first then come.

TWEETS.

bored)):

2010-04-05T00:08:00.000-07:00

Sentosa

Star Aries

My tuna bread. I spread de, nice hoh ?

Birthdy cake from Star Cruise to Mum :)

Peanuts

Cocktail and Cocktail

I'm at my cabin balcony and she's at her room balcony. HAHA

Royal star cruise

2010-04-01T12:53:00.000-07:00

haha_446 PASSED HIS TP !!!

faster buy that bike, woohoo. :DDD

2010-03-30T16:12:00.000-07:00

DON'T BE A FOOL, YOU FOOL.

We don't need you and you don't need us.

This is it. TWEETS*

6hrs more and I will welcome haha_446 back to Singapore.

2010-03-28T01:14:00.000-07:00

Over night at Liying house yesterday with Lao Wang.

Today morning had KFC. Tweets ;)

Ifthisisthebestthatyouthinkisthebestthen , xxFuckyouxx

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHER ! :D

Yay manz, going out for dinner tonight with family.

haha_446 go Genting liao le wor );

2010-03-21T01:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER TEH KAI JIE:)

I wish that he could go to school everyday.

This will be the best birthday present from him to me :)

& wishing him success in everything. :)

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NG JIAN ZHENG(cousin).

Wish him studies in JC good good. Always be the top :D

Today after work meet Shikai then Wilson.

Headed to Bugis meet Kaijie and co.

Had steamboat then photo taking and MRT home.

Somebody pangseh me lo. Please ownself admit who you are. :)

HAHA, is ok anyway. Cause BIGHEAD dont like mah ! joking joking :)

SHAG, I DONT WANT TO WORK LE D;

HOW HOW HOW !

2010-03-18T13:11:00.000-07:00

I got a stitch ! HAHA

Thanks to my classmates :D

Liying and Jesslyn : I will wear the bikini uh.

Aiyo, thank you everybody so much for angbaos, cards and presents. HEHE^^

All those never give present de,i will remember you all de ah. HAHA

364 more days to 18 years old. OMG

Happy Belated Birthday to myself :)

2010-03-03T18:21:00.000-08:00

Hi all. I'm staying at Sengkang already.

Was rather tired this few days doing this and that.

Finally, I'm left with the last Customer Service roleplay and upcoming exams soon.

I'm going to emo tonight again, like yesterday.

I'm going to break down again soon, i guess?

He didn't forget me....

Love you all.

2010-02-24T22:24:00.000-08:00

Hello. Went for lunch with parents.

Then go home change and go Jess's house meet her and Ying.

Then bus to school. After school went to Tampines interchange take 72.

Saw Stephanie and her friend Then accompany her go Uncle's house.

Uncle give me angbao, LOL. Then Steph come my house eat.

Then go down to Sengkang- my new home. LOL. Ask Ying come over also.

Then fetch Steph back home.

Tomorrow gonna wake up early.

Sianz, I miss Serangoon ahh.

Gonna be so sad tomorrow, hai.

Sengkang I'm coming. Liying I'm cominggggg.

Me hate Jerk.

2010-02-23T22:40:00.000-08:00

Hi , is me again. I am feeling damn upset now.

I feel like crying again. Motherfucker.

I hate all this Love. Really. So annoying and sickening

Tired of it. I fucking hate him.

Please dont go away, I need you now....

2010-02-23T22:13:00.000-08:00

Hello. Damn that jerk. He's just a fucker.

Wish he fuck till kena aids. :)

I fucking hate him. He's just a bastard.

LOL.

Just now went down to Daddy's Boss's(Uncle) house.

Damn crowded. Had buffet. Entertain here and there.

Ah neh saying "gong xi fa cai" to my ah ma. LOL

Everybody in Tang Seng dote on me the most.

Even China people and Indian.

Cause I'm Boss de niece mah !

HAHA.

I'm starting school at 3pm tomorrow. Shiok eh :)

2010-02-22T22:29:00.000-08:00

Hello. Tmd him. He's a total jerk, i swear .

I fucking hate him. Cause it means nothing to him now. Is like, nothing has happened.

Anyway, it shows that he really let go. He is not even true.

Whatever. I'm not going to give a shit now ! DAMNIT.

My house is now in a mess. I'm moving on the 25th.

2010-02-21T05:29:00.000-08:00

T.T

Its okay, I'm alright....

Also not first time already.

算了,我没事。

2010-02-17T22:37:00.000-08:00

I am lazy to find my password for onsugar.

If not, I'm going to bullshit at the post.

Maybe tomorow I shall do a good posting at there.

I did it very steady this time round because I want to know whether you will come back to me or not. Yes i know i am risking it but its really worth giving a try. Sorry to tell you, i still love you. You must be quite sad to know but I wont harass you. And I dont think that leaving me can solve all problems and misery. I really am giving shit now because i still care. So please dont say that its heartbreaking and I wont give a shit. Just because it is heartbreaking thats why I am giving shit. This is not what you and i want.

Same thing : If you love me, you wouldn't treat me this way.

Happy Birthday Derrick .

DEAD.

2010-02-14T20:46:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody. Currently at Eugene's house now.^^
I am so bored because I dont gamble! Haha.
Happy Chinese New Year, roarrrrrrrrr

2010-02-08T22:40:00.000-08:00

Hello. Today school quite high, with Charlyn. LOL

Ok. Anyway, tomorrow got test, quite sad cause this both unit got alot of things to remember.

I'm too tired to study already. Maybe tomorrow then browse through bah.

Primary school gathering,

2010-02-05T23:05:00.000-08:00

When you are not angry, you take me as 宝.

When you are angry, I am just a junk to you !

2010-02-03T20:36:00.000-08:00

Today, on the way back home with Joanne.

We saw a guy with "a stick" of fringe.

Then a aunty sit beside him, this aunty fell asleep.

And her head is going towards him.

Joanne and myself can only laughhh.......

This is super funnnny !!

Then, Joanne say she want to "scissors" my nipple off and fry it !!

This plate of nipple is appettizer.

Then in bus 25, she do pole dance !

OMGOMG.

Going to do SMB project nowwwww T.t

Me today whole day never pinch him, sad. T.T

Me today whole day never see him, sad. T.T

Me today whole day never see his muscles, more sad.

2010-01-28T15:15:00.000-08:00

Today, Effective Communication rock to the max because we were all having fun^^

Laughing away. Her actions damn cute !

Rachel sabo new friend^^

Then follow by Small Business Management - Sucks forever.

Project project project***

Then met Derrick and home sweet home.

Going to work soon, I'm going to bathe now first, hee !

2010-01-26T21:04:00.000-08:00

Progress Test for Customer Service Unit 1 & 2 today.

Hope I can pass cause I got spend some time studying it, haha :)

Alright, me and didi had a hard time getting Baby Jiali to take photo.

Must treasure it !

2010-01-22T22:34:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah, I got another "A" of OSA Memo Test, hehe !

Role Play : Shayden, Jonathan and Miss Tan.

Didi wants me to upload this photo. LOL

Inside toilet :/

2010-01-19T21:24:00.000-08:00

Whatever, please train me hard(to be a 100% girlfriend). LOL

I'm not going to lose you.

Photos:

Zhi Hao
Wee Thing (Pri1 girl) LOL

Role play

JIALI BABY .

Shayden MEIMEI , LOL

2010-01-18T10:59:00.000-08:00

Hello. Having Office Software Application now. Typing my Memo 4 already :)

My dear got camp today, he never bring phone. Gonna miss him t.t

I got 80/100 for Letter test which is a "A" !!! :D

2010-01-17T04:00:00.000-08:00

People are changing now.

They don't remember me, anymore.

I thought we all should have been closer, than expected.

No... impossible.

Loves,

2010-01-12T22:33:00.000-08:00

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

i love you i love you i love you i love you

i love you i love you i love you

i love you & I LOVE YOU .

You said that you would do anything to make me happy.

You said that I am your main priority

You said that you love me and nothing's gonna change that.

Its just 5 more days, less than a week to, 17th. Just 5.

I am not good at expressing myself, i blame myself. Yes, i do. YES, I DO.

I think I am the WORLD BIGGEST SUCKER.

My Dad still ask you to come my house when your parents are not at home T.t

Alright, i love you, goodnight <3

2010-01-04T21:22:00.000-08:00

Hello Friends, how's school today ?

I miss all people from Yuying so much........

First Day of school.

I think my class people are boring.

I think my Class Advisor is fierce but good.

ITE seems to be, scary ?

You can just smoke, but people don't care.

I hope, it's not the end .

Today meet Derrick and Joanne(SUPER LATE QUEEN).

Took 72 to Tampines Interchange.

Met up with Yanhao, Joel and other two, three guys.

Then took 31 to Simei.

Shikai came.....

Many friends are there.

I saw Andrea, Regina, Joey, Queenie, Kah Hong, Gary, WeiKiaw.

LOLLOL

Tmr will be a better day.

Tmr got police talk -.-

Me hate orientation.

2010-01-01T21:04:00.000-08:00

thundergod : I realised that I'm missing you every single minute...

I can feel your warm everywhere I go...

It will take me more than just words to say out the feelings I have for her...

I just wanna say this to her... I really love you Jeanne, really really love you.

Yupp, thungergod(your friend) wants me to post this, LOL.

School starting soon.

Gonna work till 6pm tomorrow & party !

Cousin's birthday. It's the first time I'm buying present for him.

Hope he likes it^^

Starbucks today with Jesslyn and Derrick.

Was shiok uh ? I hope we can stay there for 3hrs more^^

I hope I can give you some battery now Tan Derrick :/

My reply to you is : Okokok, you'll change, I believe you.(fullstop)

But I've got no more feelings for you man, can't you understand !?

When can you stop texting me all those stufffffs.

LEAVE ME ALONE

& I SAY, LEAVE ME ALONE !!!

2009-12-30T22:54:00.000-08:00

Can you please don't give up on me, please?

I'm here to thank Mr Alvin Peh and other teachers who actually supported me to retain.

I thank them for their singature and comment.

But I'm going to ITE although the school already gave me a class - 4N2.

I've made this decision myself, nobody force me.

Its going to be another big hurdle for me.

I hereby apologise to all teachers for being mischevious in class, etc.

Mr Alvin Peh send me this:

Suddenly I feel sad that I will not see you again.

Be strong in whatever you do.

Takecare.

This message is specially for my cliques :

Because of some reasons, my parents won't be letting me going out with you guys anymore.

We'll be meeting less often than expected.

But I seriously hope that, you guys will have me in your heart no matter what.

Regardless of any other reasons that would separate us.

Please bear in mind, I'm still Jeanne, you are still yourself,

I'll never change my heart to other people.

I'll never join other cliques.

You girls better do the same thing, ha...

I'm quite sad that I won't be able to go countdown with you guys.

Even though this is our last year together.

Now, we could only contact through phone.

We gossip, cheer, laugh, bully, angry, sad, happy, etc.

We do everything together like forever, nothing can stop us.

We are bigger than anyone else in school.

Now we won't be able to quarrel with teachers anymore.

Won't be able to go toilet together.

Won't be helping each other to buy drinks.

Won't be asking each other what to eat.

Won't be going to "scissors" anymore.

Won't be singing in class during recess anymore.

Remember ah, you girls still owe me my hairband.

Please return to me asap, xiexie.

BYE, TO ALL OF YOU.

Goodluck and all the best.

I really love you girls.

You girls are really part of my life already.

I wish I can hug you all, for the last time.

2009 is going to end soon.

Please welcome 2010 together inside our heart.

Once again, I love you girls, 4eva.

Simei ITE College East, I'm coming.

2009-12-29T22:34:00.000-08:00

4N2 in Yuying or Simei ITE ?

If I retain, it will be for the sake of my parents.

If I go ITE, my parents will 对我死.

They won't let me go out, they will change my line to prepaid card, go home after sch, etc.

My life is going to be damn miserable, even now. Everyday, i get scolding and nagging.

But I seriously think that I will hate school if I retain. I hate attire check and everything.

I hate to think of "N Levels is coming, N Levels is coming".

I hate to sit in the examination hall. All I hate, I hate all.

Parents will never know how I feel, but they only understand the fact that

"Everybody in Singaore needs a O Level cert."

I want to move on, not stay.

First day when I reached KL, went to hotel to check in and leave our lugguage at the concierge.

Straight to shopping @ Mid Valley then Sungei Wang, till evening.

Went back to hotel cabin, room was damn big but not as high class.

Order food, had our dinner, went to walk walk around the hotel.

Bath, mask, sleeeeeep.

Second day, woke up early in the morning, had our buffet breakfast.

And shuttle bus to Sunway Lagoon there, the big big shopping mall.

After that, back to hotal cabin to put our things and back to shopping at Time Square.

Then back to hotel to pack up my lugguage, order some sandwiches.

Then left to KLIA(Kuala Lumpur International Airport)

My aunt send me till there. After I check in everything.

I sit down there waiting for the plane to get ready, quite boring. -.-

Reached Singapore at Terminal 2.

Then I saw my parents and brother waving to me till most forget about my lugguage.

YAY, I'VE REACHED SINGAPORE SAFELY MYSELFF, hehehe LOLLOL.

2009-12-26T00:10:00.000-08:00

Yesterday my house was really a havoc .

Its the first time we are all celebrating together, eating cakes, etc.

Then left Jesslyn and Derrick. Order mac, as usual.

Then chat chat till sleep. Morning 10am Jesslyn went home.

Continue sleeping.... Till 2,3plus. Went to Changi Beach for gathering with relatives.

Then now at cousin house.

Derrick is still here, LOL.

Christmas Day over. ):

Oh yeah, going KL this Sunday morning with aunty.

Monday coming back myself, alone.

My very first experince :D

2009-12-23T15:02:00.000-08:00

Hi all, I'm so shag nowadays till I finally make a decision which is to repeat my Sec4NA.

But sadly, today Miss Lim called me, saying that I'll have to drop my F&N next year as there's no class, no teachers. So now, I really don't know what to do anymore.

I went to school in the morning looking for teachers to sign and comment on me.

Now, is was like wasted. If i repeat, I really need my F&N.

School is not even giving me chance to take POA.

I can't give up on F&N cause I know for my Combine Humans is a confirm fail,

as I've never pass before, not even once. Take it as "i've already drop my combine humans"

I really can't drop F&N. You know how sad I was that I almost burst into tears ?

I've gotta be strong to let my parents see, Yes I can do it, even without F&N.

But no, i can't, i really can't.

Just hope that I transfer school or something....

Whats now .......?

2009-12-22T01:20:00.000-08:00

Me, die, also, want, OFFICE.

Bishan ITE is good if taking Office, but Simei ITE is bigger.

My Dad say is kampua big, i'll be wasting my time walking to my class next time.

Should I even consider Aerospace ?

You will see "wen rou" de Jeanne fixing aeroplane next time. LOL

Fucked up but still ; i lurve euu .

2009-12-20T11:58:00.000-08:00

在也没有以后的我们了。

在也没有机会一起读书了。

Yesterday ton,

Today also maybe cause Liying, Jesslyn and Joanne are here now playing cards.

Met them @ Compass Point.

Had Swensens for dinner, then bought a small slice of cake for Jesslyn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN.

NC16 movies for you, like finally. December birthday^^

Once again, I wouldn't dare to invest so much ,

Those days were fake, just a dream, nothing's real, alright - BYE .

i was touched when i saw the wallpaper on his phone.

2009-12-18T22:10:00.000-08:00

HELLO. My result is very idiot ok^^

English & Math + Best 3 subject less than 19points to go Sec 5.

I got that fucking 20points. Tmd shagz.

Who needs extra point? I can give it to you....

Under Promote, Repeat and ITE.

I'm the one who is under "Repeat"

So now, will see what Dad wants me to do.

I'll either repeat Sec 4 or ITE.

We had this agreement that if anyone of us promote to Sec5, will have to treat us eat.

Now, Liying have to treat us all eat.

She cried, not because she did well and get promoted.

But is because nobody in our clique gets promoted and she's the only one.

She don't wanna be separated from us.

This is an example of a true friend.

Specially for Tammy Tan Li Ying from Sec 4G of Yuying Secondary School.

You've to walk the Sec5 road yourself because Jeanne, Jesslyn, Joanne and Jay will not be with you anymore.

Haha, next time you will be the one driving car, fetch us all go out.

Don't miss us too much, you must remember Jeanne Goh will always love you.

Maybe without us, you can study even better next year for your O's :D

Next year when you are bored during recess, call me, I will entertain you. :)

CHEER UP AH YING.

Don't cry baby Ying, accept the fact.

You are taking your O Level next year :)

2009-12-16T12:27:00.000-08:00

I just need..............

(to be continued @ onsugar.)

I swear, I'm going to change to another person.

I swear, If there's anything, I won't speak up to anybody.

I swear, I'm going to keep everything to myself.

I swear, I won't get help from friends anymore.

I swear, everything's gonna be different.

Its going to be the biggest blow to me, I swear.

I bloody, fucking, swear hard.

Bye, Earth.